Recovering Senses

I'm a meth user.

I'm not sure if writing this would spell trouble for me, but I need to write this down to remind myself and people out there that there's a lot to it in battles. I've been clean for 1 year now, and I'm keeping it that way, but like any temptations, they come in the form of a simple Watsapp jingle. I've block and rejected them but still they find a way to contact me.

I will be strong, I will recover from this and I will feel again the beauty of the things around me, things I've done in the past before meth, before my innocence destroyed by my very own hands and conscious. I want to feel happy again, about work, going to gym and be friends to people.

I'm a meth user.

I will not falter, I will stand strong, I will survive

I'm a survivor