Still reeling from an emotional trauma of not getting used to in a new environment, all the thoughts crumbled up like big weaves of hair that's enough to insulate a house pops out from my mind. I do not know if i'm ready for this at all,
"Back to Basics"
It seems i'm getting bored of it, if everyday details entails in sending out meetings after meetings, unable to think and judge for myself if this move was a good or bad. Maybe I missed being in charged, being vocal about what I believe in, maybe I just am not comfortable of embracing the old me, the inexperienced, the dumb and the need to follow people's footsteps in what I should do.
I seriously hate it from the bottom of my heart, but I guess i've made a promise to give my all.
Perhaps another 3 months to go at it, if the greener pasture was good at all.
